LOVE

~~I can tell the world nw~~

~~I am totally in LOVE~~~ 

hahaha 

super big contrast to my previous entry.

but everything is so unexpected..

when it comes,

no one can resist

and no one should resist...

Happy Singles Day

单身

没什么不好啊

我觉得挺棒的

哈哈

自由自在

无忧无虑

想认识谁就人是谁

情人节快乐哦！！！

Happy Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day

What a wonderful day 

Especially for couples

I have heard Valentine's day here and there these few days

And then I start wondering 

How it started??

It can't be appearing suddenly

That's why I went to do a little research 

Now i realise St. Valentine is a man

He was a really good man

quoted from Wiki,

"Roman Emperor Claudius II, allegedly ordering that young men remain single. The Emperor supposedly did this to grow his army, believing that married men did not make for good soldiers. The priest Valentine, however, secretly performed marriage ceremonies for young men. When Claudius found out about this, he had Valentine arrested and thrown in jail.On the evening before Valentine was to be executed, he would have written the first "valentine" card himself, addressed to a young girl variously identified as his beloved,as the jailer's daughter whom he had befriended and healed,or both. It was a note that read "From your Valentine."

                                       

^{No matter you are taken or not}

   ^{Everyone can celebrate}

^{Happy Valentine's Day!!!}

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Happy Chinese New Year 

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Criminal Minds

Yoohoo!

I used to like CSI

but now I am more into this show

Criminal Minds

Cause most of the episodes based on serial killer

AHAHA

Don't judge me 

I admit that I am really interested in those serial killers' stories

I have book collections about them too

And I always found them under "General Interest"

Obviously I am not the only one that interest in these kind of stories

I love to read what they are thinking,how they do the killings (sounds disgusting i know),what they feel 

Somehow

I feel that we can't put all the blames on them for being serial killers

Cause' none of them chose to be one when they were born

When we were born

Our minds are as white as a sheets of papers

Pure 

Just like pearls

How we think 

How we grow 

depends on how we are raised

and most of them

they came from abusive families

having unhappy childhood

being picked up at school

being cheated by loved ones

etc

I am sure

if these kind of events happened to any of us when we were tiny

we might have felt the same way that they felt

that's why I like to watch the show and read the books

I want to know how they developed from innocent kids to killers with penetrating looks

Okay.

I was inspired 

And wrote this impulsively

Anyway

Enjoy your weekend!!

Read more good books 

Or watch good movies

Just

stay away from the computers

Tst Tst Tst

Bad for health

What I Really Want??? ~~No.2~~

Yea

The same question keeps bugging all these days

"What I really want???"

and when I talked about it with my mum

I told her probably I'd think like that because of the hormone imbalance a.k.a PMS

I am not having menopause 

I am only 21 for God's sake 

but I am behaviouring like a young lady having early menopause

*A long sigh* 

Don't ask me why

I also have no clue at all of what's going on with me

I just feel IT!

the same feeling I used to have long time ago

I feel scared somehow

Don't know why

When something good came to me,

I feel scared

Yea

I know

Y'll must be thinking

"Hell,she's out of her mind...feel scared of something good?No way"

I would have this kind of "protective reflex" when "something" good comes to me

(anyone who really understands me would understand what I meant by "IT"...I guess there's none so far... except for my mum...cause' i told her heehee)

Always feel like accepting it in the beginning

But choose to reject it at last

And avoid it for-ever!

(I am trained at avoiding though,i am good at that)

  Keep telling myself

why not go have a try?

It's not going to eat me

Just try

My mind just don't work out so well when something like that bugs me

I become restless

Narcissism 

Hmmm...

prob I got this disorder

sometimes

I feel like I am a walker..

 Walker=dead people that walks..

Sounds weird

More to zombies

Nice show by the way..only got six episodes..shame

Okay...

It's 1:53 a.m

I have to go to bed

I like to sleep 

Cause it's the only time the question wont bugs me

*Another long sigh*

Good night/morning

                                                             おやすみなさい

What I Really Want???

~~~I am living in DENIAL~~~

I need time